i took a walk down the stretch along esplanade with chubi yesterday..i didn't even know that that place existed in the first place..it's somewhat a river cum beach place..it's beautiful yea? we walked for quite a distance and found a spot to sit down and talked..we watched the sunset..watched people fish..took photos of ourselves and the beach..watched couples laughin and doin silly things..it's just so comfortable to spend time with your good friend..someone who knows you well..
to be frank..after all these stuff..i'm really startin to doubt the significance of being in a relationship..what's the whole freakin point? i mean..is it for us to have someone to depend on when we're down..and someone for us to share out joy with? but..if that's the case..a close friend can also do the job..right? i mean..its meaningless don't you think? relationships nowadays are going nowhere..perhaps because people just want to be in a relationship..they are afraid to be alone..they just want someone to walk by them..be it emotionally..or physically..i don't know? what do you think? but what if the person that's walkin beside you all the while doesn't know who you really are? isn't that worse? it'd be walkin along the streets with a stranger..the ironic part would be that you don't know if you're walkin with such a person..damn..now i've got no idea of what i'm talkin about..lol!!
but i think you ll know what i mean eh? hmmm..madness.. -.-